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Post  Lesley Niyori on Tue Oct 22, 2019 2:55 am

Yeah, this morning I had to have D'arcy removed with police assistance.

So, yeah, I'm feeling juuuuuuust grand.

The perfect couple, the perfect wedding, a news event in the making. Not going to happen.

Not really in a hurry to talk too much guys.

I went from winning at life, to unsure if I care about life.

It's not going to be easy getting back to anything remotely looking like happy.

I'm collecting her things, and asking her to just go away.

Don't know what she plans to do with her things. Not my hell.

Gave her 270 bucks and asked her to go. Apparently I didn't have to do that. I did it anyway.

I suspect she's wasting a large portion of it drinking.
I hope she buys a phone charger before she runs out of cash.

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Post  MichaelaSJ on Tue Oct 22, 2019 3:47 am

Leslie, I am so sad for you. I can only hope you recover quickly and with compassion for a person who was going to be a large part of your life going forward.

My Son, before he moved back in with his Mother and me had a roommate (just a friend) who would occasionally slip into a bipolar mania and go off on a drinking binge. My Son also had to call the local police who came and violated the roommate for an existing parole violation. My Son's friend was a long-time friend and it hurt to have to call the police on his friend. But my Son in now safe from any potential threat if he had not reached out to the police.

We are here for you and even though we can only help long-distance wise, we can help. Reach out if you need us - Please!

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Post  CarolynAH on Tue Oct 22, 2019 4:02 am

Oh goodness girl, curl inward and focus on you! But don't isolate and don't be afraid to use every avenue of support that you have available to you. I wish I could offer more but these things happen. I know I am dating someone who isn't out to their family, has a past with childhood sexual abuse, schizo effective disorder, bipolar disorder, serious migraines, and fibromyalgia. And that they are an improvement over my prior partner. So yeah, I feel you on sudden life shifts.
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Post  mariehart1 on Tue Oct 22, 2019 1:32 pm

Very sorry to read this, Lesley. It seemed to be going so well. Then....... well. 

Any other words are superfluous.

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Post  Lesley Niyori on Tue Oct 22, 2019 1:34 pm

Those who know me already know why I am sad as hell.

1. I am not in any danger of doing anything stupid to myself.
2. I have no idea what my 2020 will look like.
3. My right now is not what I had planned.
4. I'm likely going to need to radically rebuild my life.
5. I was offered a form of LGBT position with Mike Perry (local politician).
6. I'm going to attend church regardless of being an atheist.
7. I need a massive amount of rest.... so
8. I might need a lot of support.
9. I haven't lost everything, just something priceless.

It's going to be a long winter. Fortunately, winter is my favourite season. I'll miss wearing a bikini, but summer will come again.

You only fail, when you stop trying to succeed.

I am not as calm as I sound.

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Post  Tara on Tue Oct 22, 2019 4:24 pm

I'm so sorry, Lesley. Whatever level of virtual hugs that you are comfortable with sent your way.

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Post  Celia Eriksson on Tue Oct 22, 2019 9:06 pm

Oh Lesley.

I am so very sorry to hear that. To have been looking forward for so very long. I guess words don't cut the pain at all, yes we are here, PM me if you wish, anytime, I will keep a close eye on the PMs.

I'm kinda hoping that D'Arcy and you make up somehow.... I don't know, of course, where she is in her mind, or what you are feeling right now, dear Lesley. But whatever, one thing is certain, you will get through this and come through this stronger than ever. Of that I am sure.

Celia xx

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Post  Lesley Niyori on Tue Oct 22, 2019 11:20 pm

She was by, picked up some things, spoke poison the entire time, glad I ensured a police officer was present.

I tried to make it easy, she was not interested. She's consumed with anger. But she is gone.

Her throwing my ring at me was good enough for closure.

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Post  Celia Eriksson on Wed Oct 23, 2019 2:54 pm

Oh Lesley...

Well, sorry to be blunt, but chin up, shoulders down, tits proud and carry on, you will get through! I guess we were all rooting for you girls, but life is full of horrid surprises, ya have to pull through as quickly as possible. Don't be morose, do stuff you really like doing and buy something nice. I know it's thin advice, but it's the best way forward, the world is a frickin' wonderful place after all.

Celia xx

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Post  CarolynAH on Thu Oct 24, 2019 2:33 am

Plans derail, people let us down or hurt us. What I will say is that we recover, that like my pain from my past relationships it fades and though you might never be able to be close to them again you can move on in time.
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Post  mariehart1 on Mon Oct 28, 2019 11:16 pm

Lesley, honestly at this remove. We're useless to you. You know that. But I personally am upset for you. Because it's real. I think I can say the same for the others. 
Yes we're just a bunch of digital Characters. But we really are not. We're humans who want the best for others. 

I was happy for you. Now I really feel bad. 

Just because it's online doesn't mean it's not real. I really wish I could hug you for real. I love hugs.

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